For the
first 18 years of my life, “home” was a very stagnant concept. My home had four bedrooms; my home had a
burgundy wall; my home was floored with hardwood. It was a lovely home. And for the reason that it was lovely, I
think that many people live their entire lives believing that they only have
one home.
In fact, when
my parents moved states after I went to college, I still believed that home was
an entirely singular concept. I was
often asked if I felt that I had lost my home when I packed up and moved to
Columbus, and my parents sold those hardwood floors to another family, so that
two other children could skate across them in gold-toed dress socks. My answer was always no. I always responded that home was where my
parents lived. In a sense this is still
true. During the long week before
Thanksgiving, when darkness crept over me long before I left the office, I missed
that home. The metro felt cramped, my
twin bed pushed into my ribs, and coffee had temporarily become my mother
figure. But I did not just miss the home
that my parents had come to embody. I missed my Columbus home, comprised of my
quirky friends, complete with their deadpan deliveries and endless quips. I missed my Cleveland home, comprised of the
solid friends and family that marked my adolescence. Luckily, over Thanksgiving I got to visit all
of these homes, and I also came to realize that the concept of “home” has
become transient.
Crucial to
this revelation was the understanding that WAIP has become one of my
homes. Although only for a semester,
this city and (more importantly) these people welcomed me at a time when I was
feeling lost and helped me find my feet.
And while WAIP, just as my childhood home did, will soon come to an end,
I will always remember:
The time Sarina and I laughed the entire walk home, paying
no mind to the Capitol or the Supreme Court;
The time Ana and I first walked past the Capitol and
reflected on how lucky we were to be here;
The time I realized that Christian maybe knows more about international politics than I do;
The times that Matt was our team’s only hope when the Trivia
Guys asked a sports question;
The time Virginia and I went to happy hour and 100% agreed
on all of the food we wanted to order;
The times that Sam reminded me to believe in idealism, even
though sometimes it is easier to dismiss it;
The time that Luke and I went to a comedy club, and I
realized he was still the funniest person in the room;
The time that Farhad made me truly angry that billionaires
exercise so much control over our political system;
And, finally, the time that, over the course of one
semester, I found a weird, loud, nerdy family among nine confused college
students.
For that I
am forever grateful.
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